Not feeling great today - nothing physical just feeling crappy, like everything is to hard, i dunno just seemed like too much to do, too much housework to day, too may kids to mind, too many erands to run.. and not feeling homesick so much as lonely.. a few FB friends have their mums over visiting and im feeling lonely.. just wish i had someone to watch the kids for 5 mins while i went to the loo in peace hahha.. sounds silly i know but i just feel like i don't get a break - which i dont as we have no family or many friends over here and the only friends i do have have kids of their own so dont want mine to look after too - hmmmm ho hum i'll get over it. Ive lost my temper FAR FAR too much with Miles today, poor kid can do nothing right - its not his fault is mummy is having a bad day. Be so glad when its Feb and my parents come for a visit.
Anyway i took Miles for a play in the pool to try and get myself out of my black mood and in seconds im giggling and having a ball - that thing has magical properties i swear, always cheers me up floating around with Miles jumping and splashing about. Then Miles decided to swim to me and as im holding him in the middle of the pool he utters the words you NEVER want to hear from someone in a pool "Look, I did a wee wee" LOL well i almost wet myself laughing, so out we climbed and sat on the grass to dry for a while - after we had had a very good wash in the shower first!
So we baked a couple of cakes for Playgroup tomorrow - well baked 1 for playgroup but it looked so nice i couldnt wait till tomorrow so we baked another so we could have a slice after dinner.`
Nom NomNom :)
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