Whooooo Hooooo, but now of course im looking at Greta with tears in my eyes dreading leaving her at day care/with a nanny 3 days a week! Miles goes to Pre-shool 1 day a week and i hate taking him, i wish he could stay home with me. On the other hand ive had 15 months off work since i was made redundant when pregnant with Greta - i took Miles out of day care the 3 days a week he was there when i went back to work part time when he was 7 months old and LOVED being home with them both... but i feel ready to go back to work, im excited about the work - but at the same time im also so stressed about leaving Greta as i never ever have, not even with someone for 1 minute -she has been with my and jonathan since the day she was born, we dont have any family here so she hasnt even been to a Grandparents house or anything like that - so stressed much!
Then there is Miles, he suffers extreme seperation anxiety and anxiety in groups so day care situations is not good for him, or being away from his safety net (me). One of the reasons we have searched for a new pre-shool for him to start in Jan, its much smaller than the day care he went to, and one of my best friends daughters goes there so they will be together, i just hope he latches onto a carer there as he adored a couple of the carers at his day care but i hope he will find that in one or 2 of the teachers at the pre-shool. Also we are considering a nany, i think this will most likely be the way we go as i dont think either of my kids will fare well at day care 3 days a week - so have to look into that more..im lucky in that a friend of mine is a nanny so im sure she will be able to offer advise and help us find a carer.
But anyway im getting ahead of myself as i have to go through the 3rd interview yet.
i was told though that im the favourite for the position, but i got down to the final 2 of the other role and got pipped at the post! So take is as it comes i guess.
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