I just missed my babies and didnt see the point of being at work all day to earn less than half my wage as the rest will go to nany/daycare.. when they kids are in school thats fine, as i will be working to pay for them to be educated but to loose more than half my wage on care for them when i dont even want them in care seems insane!
SO just missing them terrible today and not in a happy place - want to stay home with my babies and not work till they are at school but fighting Jonathan over it is too hard.
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Will come back and post when im feeling better, just sad and in an un-happy, i miss my babies place at the moment.
ETA - jonathan didn't get the Ernst and Young job he went for the interview for.. if he had got it that would be an extra $50,000 yr so i wouldnt have to have worked - so so so gutted about that. He got down to the final 3, then they decided to just offer 1 guy a 2nd interview, the guy had more experience than Jonathan, so we can't blame them, but still so very gutted as that would mean i wouldnt have to work and leave my babies.
Ok still sad, so going to mope more...
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