I think the trouble is when i drop the kdis at daycare i feel bad as they are upset when i drop them of and they dont want to be there and i dont want to leave them somewhere they dont want to be and im worrried about them not having one on one care all day..
So on the other 2 days a week when i drop them off at my friends house (their nanny's house) Miles goes running inside and jumps on the lounge next to his little friend (they are the same age) and Greta goes crawling into the playroom with her other daughter who is the same age as Greta and they are so happy... and it makes me happy to know they are getting one on one care and also Greta and Heidi are going to the same school so its great they are haging out together now too.. I just wish they could go to their nanny for 2 days and day care for the 1 day instead of the other way around - but Jonathan wont have it :(
Manily as she is more expensive.. and no rebate. SO kinda pointless me working for hardly any money.
Also im so unsettled at my job, it will ok when i settle in, its just that i dont know what im doing and i hate new environments, - i was in my last job for 5yrs and i 'nested' and no one here is willing to give me anywork as they are too busy to train me, so im sitting there for 8 hours with pretty much NOTHING to do its so so boring!
I hope it improves after the Xmas break - really need a workload it just sucks!
They did say when they took me on that everyone will be clinging to their work and wont want to hand it over to me and i have try and praise it off them - but how can i do that when i dont know what im praising!
ARGHHHHHH...
least the kids had a good day. baked gingerbread men and Greta had a good sleep :) fantastic.
Must work on the hubby to see if i can get him to agree to 2 nanny days and 1 day care day.
SO Wiggles concert tomorrow.
Bon Jovi concert on Sunday.
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